1.31.2015

The answer is still No.

I couldn't understand why you left me standing here,
Flickering out like a candle in the wind.
The memories are laced with shame, there's no intention
Working out the problems that remain the same.

Little children standing in the hall,
Never taught them anything at all.
And if you were young again, would you do it different?
Or make your way just trying to find the fiction in the fact of life?

Try to believe the words that you said to me are true,
But something else assures me I'm not through.
Been denied so many times, and so I'm told to
Sit back and ignore the truth, enjoy the ride, yeah.

Never took a hand with her to school.
Take a guess and tell us who's the fool.
And you're not supposed to be my responsibility;
One day you'll regain your pride, and realize life is too short not to try.
Does anybody care?
Does anybody...

Does anybody care?

1.29.2015

Lo que uno lleva adentro.

Yo creo que lo más dificil, al final, es intentar olvidarse de como dejar de ser en lo que uno se transformo, antes de dejar de ser quien uno fue, sin contar la simbiosis de lo que paso.

Hay secuelas que me quedaron, o marcas, o formas de pensar, o formas de sentir, que no son culpa de nadie, pero las llevo encima. Y a veces me doy cuenta, y trato de no reclamar, o mejor dicho de no invadir, porque lo que uno lleva adentro, es latente siempre...
A veces hay cosas que es mejor no compartirlas, por la sanidad mental de todos.
A veces es necesario convidar.

Pero pienso que muchas veces uno mantiene, y lo mejor es dejar ir. Pero es dificil.

1.25.2015

You make me Smile.

What's an angel like you,
Ever do with a devil like me.

1.21.2015

Favorite Record

Do you do, do you remember 
When we drove, we drove, drove through the night 
And we danced, we danced 
To whimsy, and we danced, we danced 

And I confessed, confessed to you 
Riding shotgun underneath the purple skies 
And we danced, we danced 
With windows down, and we danced, we danced 

You were the song stuck in my head 
Every song I’ve ever loved 
Played again and again and again 
And you can get what you want but it’s never enough 

And I’ll spin for you like your favorite records used to 
And I’ll spin for you like your favorite records used to 

And I can’t, I can’t, I can’t remember 
Just how to forget, forget the way that we danced 
We danced, to ??? and we danced, we danced 

And when you asked, you asked me how I’m doing 
Like you know, you know how much better off I am 
And when we danced, we danced, with windows down 
And we danced, we danced 

You were the song stuck in my head 
Every song I've ever loved 
Played again and again and again 
And you can get what you want but it’s never enough 
And I’ll spin for you like your favorite records used to 
And I’ll spin for you like your favorite records used to 

I’ll spin, I’ll spin, I’ll spin, I’ll spin 
For you, for you, for you, for you, for yeah…